Bulletproof

Inevitable

2011-11-29T13:53:00.002+08:00

Goodbyes, heartbreaks, sadness and change, are inevitable.
As much as I hate all of these, it will still happen.
Time and time again I try to push myself away from people so that I will not feel this way, but You have proven to me that it is completely fine to trust in all of these.
Yes I don't like to feel this way, but to advance to a higher level, this must happen.

Moving on to a greater and fresher start... Firmly believe that You have greater plans in stored.

My heart and my soul yearns for some glimmer of hope in a certain situation, but yet time again I am just faced with a fact that the outcome will always be the same.
I don't want to feel this way! But the results never fail to disappoint me...
Thinking of what will happen to me in the future, I don't want to have a hardened heart...

My mind seems to have a life of its own, though I will try my best not to over think and worry, my mind never fails to lead me there.
I don't want to think bout it...

Desperately in need of someone whom I can just talk to, someone who will just listen... And let me pour my heart out without judging or giving comments...
Right now I just need someone to listen to, feeling like there's so many things in my heart though there isn't...

How bad do I want this?

2011-09-11T19:30:00.002+08:00

The reason for me being so successful a few years back was because I would question myself on a daily, if not hourly about how bad and how much do I want this?
I would always ask myself, how bad do I want this? What am I willing to sacrifice for it? What would I do before I can achieve it?

Now looking back, I pray and wish that I will have that mentality and continue to question myself this on a daily basis.
Motivation does not come to you, you look for the motivation to keep you going. And here I am pushing hard to get that motivation and drive again, in all the aspects of my life..

Be it in ministry, studies, family and dancing, how much am I willing to sacrifice for it?
I want to be able to look back and know that I have done my best, to know that I want that so badly.

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Was just reading a book just now, and the main character suffered a lot but in the end, she managed to graduate with a full degree of dance choreography. Though this is just some fictional story, I would definitely wish that I am able to reach such a level.
With all these things surfacing in my life showing how I want this, I need to get my butt off lazing around.
With hard work and pain, I can achieve what I want...

On a random note, I find it completely normal and I actually love it when I perspire during dance, but I absolutely hate it when I perspire doing something else. Walking, running, standing under the sun etc...
I love the tiredness of my body, the muscle aches I feel and the blisters that never fail to form under my feet.
Proves to show how hard I am pushing myself.
Now is the time to apply this in my studies.

Looking 7 months ahead, I will NOT regret this.
How bad do I want this?

We can watch the sunrise

2011-09-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

Why am I not surprise with the things that are happening now?

Was thinking bout everything last night and I guess we are at a stage 4 or 5...
Somewhere somehow I guess one of us stopped trying.
Will still and am still trying, I'm not gonna let this just fall.

Of all the things that are happening, I cannot believe that the things I thought would never happen is happening now...
At times I ask myself why is this happening? Yet at times I am thankful that this is happening...

Still trying to swallow the lump in my throat

I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper

2011-08-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

Why do we pretend nothing is wrong when EVERYTHING is wrong?
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Time to be real...
I guess somehow, somewhere along the way I've changed.
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Help me, save us, save me.

Close your precious eyes and just realize I'm still fighting

2011-08-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

I am...
Anticipating many awesome things coming soon this year.
The future has been pretty much set. Church, family time, getting over with O's and dancing.

I find it such a joke to look at myself from a different point of view.
Imagining myself, seeing a physical me doing the things I do. I tell myself, Study hard, yet here I am wasting my time...
Looking at Me through my eyes, am I happy with what I am?
Guess it's not up to me to decide.

A year before, I still remembered what i did. Thank You for that..... Am advancing to yet another level. Be strong Eugenia.

I don't want to wake up and find, that I let another year go by, wasted.

I thought I was ready to bleed.

2011-08-01T20:03:00.001+08:00

I just had the time of my life a few days back. Dancing in yet a whole new level.
Dancing for the audience of One. Wow that is just an honor for me and such a blessing and joy!
Hope Conf just brought me to a new level.
I guess this is time for me to get to know myself better. I feel that people know me better than I know myself...

For all the joy and happiness, it must obviously come to an end. Though my heart is still praying that studies can wait,
I'm still hoping with a fragile heart that my studies will have a 180 degree transformation. Still staying positive knowing that all good things come to those who wait on Him...

Just a short reminder to myself: please rest. Take time to think and renew myself.
Am keeping a fighting spirit knowing that above all these situations, You are still watching me, looking after me.

I know for sure that my future is in Your hands.

Hoping with an eager heart

2011-07-19T21:11:00.001+08:00

To those whose hope is gone, I hope this will change you and find your hope in Him again...

The future

2011-06-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking bout my past recently...
It amazes me to know and realise how much I've changed in a sport span of... a year!?
Who I was in the past, who I am now, who I will be in the future...
Wow, it amazes me to know how time changes everything.
Looking back at last year, the things I've been through, the things that made me happy and sad, the things I have achieved makes me so excited.
Excited to know that from then on, I will be an even better person.
Time changes everything. Praying that it will mould and shape me to be an even better person.
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When I look back next year to this time, I want to feel a sense of achievement, knowing that I've been through even tougher situations, and knowing that I have conquered all things thru Him.
Shaping my future now... Whatever that I am feeling now will be useful next time.
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Tough times will definitely come, no doubt. But knowing that all You have in store for me is better than one can imagine, makes all the pain, hardship and heavy heart all worth it.
Help me to remember this.
I am only made stronger through You.

Thoughts

2011-05-15T15:52:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking....
How much do I want it?
What truly matters?
What is my vision?
What must I do to let all these things come to pass?
How can I do it?
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I am not the most positive and secure person in the world. I do have my moments too. It sucks to feel this way. Help me to overcome this...
I know I am capable of doing this and I know I will get through from these things.
Heavy-hearted, pressed. But not crushed. Not destroyed. Not abandoned. I can do this!
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Im still holding on because I know everything will turn out just fine.

You know you are a dancer when...

2011-05-04T14:46:00.002+08:00

"When you hear music and you make up dance to it in your head."
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"When you relate everything to dance."
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"When a new leotard makes your day."
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"When you're invited to somewhere and your response is 'I can't, I have dance.' "
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"When any pain is good pain."
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"When you have blisters on your feet for life."
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"When you dance down the hallway instead of walk."
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"When 'Practice makes perfect' isn't just a saying, but a way of life."
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Point of difference

2011-04-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

The mid-years are round the corner and I am her blogging.......
Nah, im rushing out my coursework and the same cycle keeps on going around every year.
Anyway, I had an awesome cross country this year at Admiralty Park!
Adelene, Doris and I had so much fun!
Headed to Esplanade afterwards to chill and I must say, it's a wonderful place to be in.
It's the only place that supports the arts scene.
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I don't want to regret anything.

THIS....

2011-04-26T20:42:00.001+08:00

Is the reason why i still breathe.

When nothing you do could change my mind.

2011-03-22T22:49:00.004+08:00

Busy Bee.
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When there's nothing worth fighting for, fight for what you already have.

Greater things have yet to come, and greater things are still to be done in the city.

2011-02-22T20:20:00.003+08:00

Amidst my troubles, sorrows and pain, I know I can still be hopeful in things that are gonna come.

To stand strong even when you have the rights to fall. Thats being strong.

Start to focus on whats important.

Good times. Good people.

2011-02-05T00:12:00.008+08:00

Candid shot during Fireproof camp! ♥
Cny reunion dinner 2010! ♥

Grad night- Antisocial club! ♥

YOG Opening ceremony! ♥

CNy perf 2011! ♥

Insane days with Adelene and Doris! ♥

After service with VA! ♥

Practice for West xmas party! ♥

VWA group photo! ♥

Cycling LG! ♥

Moments spent with lg! ♥

Velocity! ♥

Group shot during fireproof camp! ♥

Cycling LG! ♥

CNY perf 2010! ♥

Qiuxuan's bday! ♥

Dewen's farewell! ♥

Awards day 2010!
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Chingay 2010! ♥

恭喜发财

2011-02-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

Its already February!?
Time passes way too fast :(
Anyway, school has been rather good for now, things are going pretty well for now. My studies are much better than it was before. You know, its the same old same old, every one's saying that we want to go to sec5 only because we really want to, not because someone forced us so you know the pressure's on.
Life has been pretty decent for now, I'm still breathing. So many things to do but there isnt much time, but on a good note, we performed today!!
The feeling of achievement and aniticipation all came much like WHOOOOSSSHHHH.
It was really so so so good!!
Had a great day performing today, followed by lunch with Adelene @ Imm~
hehe, met cristine and natalie afterwards for awhile than reached home and slept for eternity.
So, cheers to a lovely and blessed Chinese New Year for you all!~

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♥

It was only just a dream.

2011-01-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

School hasnt been the best for me but there's so many things to be grateful and thankful for so im still thankful for everything that has happened. :)
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Do what you love when no one is watching. Thats when you do it best.

2011!

2010-12-31T23:09:00.003+08:00

As I approach 2011, I'm really excited for many things!

I know it'll be a blast!

I'm only minutes away from the new year so just wanna post a short post.

There were many significant moments and memories in 2010 that shaped and mould me to be where i am today.

Be it good times or bad times, I am grateful for it all because without all those, my life wont be like how it is now.

To my beloved friends who was always there for me when I died inside, when I was a bitch, when I wasn't good and nice, I really appreciate all that you've done. I know how the year was for me, when my life was meaningless for awhile, thanks for always standing by me. You are such a joy to be with!

To my beloved church friends, thank you for making me smile when I wasn't feeling good. Thank you for spending time with me and mostly, thank you for accepting me and my flaws altogether. You are such a blessing in my life!

To the problems and challenges I faced this year, thank you for making my life a wreck. That's when I start to see things differently in a new light. Thank you for letting me grow constantly because of the things you put in my life.

To my family, Thank you for understanding me and loving me when you see all my flaws and weakness I hide so well. Thank you for giving me the unconditional love even when I didn't meet to your expectations or when I was hollow.

To the new year 2011. I believe this year ahead would be a great challenging year for me, and I'm looking forward to it. To be able to ignite strong even after facing such tough times would be such a memorable thing for me. To remind me that I'm still a strong girl.

I believe I can do it, and I know I'll not be alone :)

Cheers to a wonderful 2011 ahead!

xoxo

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without

2010-12-31T23:05:00.002+08:00

1. God.
2. Me-time alone.
3. My family and friends.
4. My iTouch
My mum once took it away from me, i had a horrible time surviving.
5.Dance.

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to

2010-12-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

1. Grenade- Bruno Mars
2. A Little Bit.
3. Vanilla Twilight- Owl City
4. Back to December- Taylor Swift
5. A Little Bit
6. A Little Bit.
(Cant get it out of my head now)

But you dont know me, you dont even care.

2010-12-20T22:35:00.005+08:00

FIREPROOF: TESTED AND PROVEN.

@ 12 in the morning

Gina's sexy face ;)

This is us at 12am in the morning

Super lack of sleep!!

Ydance!

This holidays was one of the best holidays ever!!

As usual, dancing and church stuff takes up most of my time. Which is great you know, things I really love doing. yeah

There was the Fireproof camp which was awesome!!

for 4 days 3nights, i slept for 6hours in total.
I got back home and slept for the next 18hours. But even up till now I feel like I have lack of sleep due to camp hehe.

BTW I had roasted chicken! muhahahah

(sorry so delayed i finally found time to blog bout this)

Anyway the holidays was so exciting for me cause I finally found time to really do things that I love!
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Even through my horribly packed schedules with dance practices and church stuff, I still managed to find time to meet my beloveds!

Finally met up with the sec4 dancers and Peter not too long ago to catch up and talk! :')

Also found time to meet adelene and doris to seriously catch up after our results hehe.

Looking at my camp photos makes me tired omg.

anyway I'm super stoked for the west Xmas party!

Every one's doing such a great job!! yay

Anyway time seems to be passing so slowly, I'm waiting for bof to come but why does one hour suddenly seem so long?? :(

Anyway our long and much awaited holiday to msia is here. Omg hahah to msia who am I kidding?

but its gonna be so fun with my family!

Love to infinity!

I'm so excited for Christmas! I wish i could stay in spore but my family is important hehe

Now I'm having this feeling of excitement yet the feeling of fear for 2011.

Hmmm.. I'm excited for everything but yet the sense of not knowing whats gonna happen makes me a tad bit afraid. Afraid to know whether my life will be in ruins or whether my life would be infinite.

The feeling of not knowing where to head next or what to do makes me feel confused and lost. I am a person who is very much afraid of change. Most of the time. Change makes me uncomfortable. Change makes me change too. Change makes me..

But no matter whether I'm afraid or I'm excited, time waits for no man - or woman.

That's what I'm afraid of.

Time.

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias

2010-11-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

1. Death
2. Any living thing besides humans e.g. : Dogs, dogs, dogs.
3. Heights
4. Being sick
5. Not knowing what to do in my life
6. Uncertainty
7. Being lost

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you

2010-11-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

1. One-word replies
2. Cold responses to me when I did nothing wrong
3. Being accused of something I didn't do
4. People irritating and annoying me when I'm not in my best mood
5. People who think they know it all
6. Insects
7. My insecurities
8. When my internet gets cuts off or when the page loads very slow

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday

2010-11-22T01:07:00.002+08:00

1. Eat
2. Sleep/stone
3. use Facebook, Tumblr and Twitter
4. Dance
5. Watch tv
6. Talk. alot.
7. Daydream
8. Overthink :/
9. Talk to God hehe

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-11-22T00:53:00.004+08:00

My holidays have been a great one so far!!
Spent with all my dearies and loved ones makes me happy. :)
I've been busy with dance practices, church stuff and family stuff.
I'm really happy for everything that has happened in my life!
Its like all my efforts and hard work has finally paid off! I'm enjoying the icing off my cake now!
Anyway, short post bout the people whom i treasure alot in my life now!
Pls note they are in no order!

1. My sisters
2. Kalipp

3. Kalipoks

4. Adelend&Doris

5. VWA

( look at how happy we are)

6. VWA2

(sorry this was such a cute photo that i had to put it up, sorry if your face isnt here, i still treasure you alot!)

7. My family!!

8. Dance

Yup, i really enjoy every moment spent with them cause they make me happy :) :) :)

Life has been great and I feel very happy yay~

Cheers to happier days ahead!!

Chingay ♥

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

2010-10-25T18:19:00.002+08:00

1. I like to dance.
2. I'm a christian.
3. I like to have a fit body.
4. I love to shop and wear nice clothes.
5. I love my family and my friends. alot.
6. I'm a left hander.
7. Im not exactly very tall.
8. I like to eat beef~~~~
9. I enjoy eating.
10. I seriously think i have an anger problem.

2010-10-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

Im gonna do the things below since my holidays are so boring :(

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do

Day 10: One person you can trust

Once upon a time I was falling in love, abd now I'm only falling apart

2010-10-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hey you guys i'm just gonna have a quick update on my itouch since I rarely use my comp nowadays. Everything has just passed in a flash.
My major papers are over, my holiday has began. Camp is coming!!
Now that I have nothing to do at home at all, I start to think a lot! I'm really happy most of the time but you know when you just start to think-I become the most depressed girl on earth. Like I already decided and made plans for so many stuff, and I start to over think and than I start to hesitate and worry whether my choice was right. Hmm I hate this feeling :(
but really thank God for still helping me overcome all these and yea I try my best not to overthink now.
So anyway my purpose of blogging today was because CAMP IS COMING!!!!
I am really looking forward for camp everything!!
Looking forward to shopping trips with adelene&doris and the vwa girls!! Wheee not forgetting my beloved pokkies and kalipp!!
<3<3<3
so anyway off to watch my beloved Joshua!!

Life - The way it is

2010-10-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

pic from: Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts.

I need more faith.

Way back into love

2010-09-15T19:03:00.007+08:00

I spent my September holidays having my N level exams and spent almost every single day with them:

With VwestC hahaha. I had so much fun with them laughing and learning and having fun.
How am i suppose to sum this up? hmmmm..
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Last Thursday,
We went for Metamorphosis which was AWESOME!!!!
I had so much fun laughing and playing and laughing hahahah!
hehe our YOG hahhahaha.
Metamorphosis games and extended praise and worship was superb and it left me feeling refreshed and renewed hahaha.
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Last Friday,
We had our VwestC2 outing @ ECP which was so fun!
we cycled and i managed to learn how to cycle! whee

VwestC2[ exclude the guy]

Minyi and I couldn't cycle so we were learning how to cycle which was so funny hhahah.

Thank God for everyone for being so patient towards us cause we were like screaming and falling down hahaha.

This was how i look like when i was learning how to cycle:

EPIC!

After cycling, i went to meet Adelene & Doris to go to the Alive gallery @ Downtown which was super fun!

hahah although i was super late which made everyone pissed cause i was lost but it was still very very fun! haha

Last Saturday,

Had the usual service and it has definitely changed my perspective of many things hahah.

Had fun with everyone laughing heheheheh.

Last Sunday,

I was suppose to go for the Pi retreat but didn't go in the end cause I needed to study and there wasn't many dancers going so I didn't go.

Anyway, celebrated ah ma's 80th birthday @ ... hotel.

Fun fun fun happy happy happy :)

Cousin's shot

Ending this with my favourite picture!!!!

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!!!

In order to achieve greater things in the future, you have to sacrifice what you want to do now.

2010-09-01T20:16:00.001+08:00

BRB.
I'm trying to achieve greater things

2010-08-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

I am going to spend one day @ Starbucks or Coffee Bean drinking and reading my book and watching people pass me by.

love.

It's been awhile

2010-08-24T16:02:00.004+08:00

Current mood: Happy and contented

Current music: --

You know how happniess overtakes your entire being and everything just seems right?

yup im feeling that now.

anyway, i am really touched by people who asked me not to give up hahah cause i wrote on my fackbook status saying that im giving up ...

yupyup, it feels great to be happy :)

and i recently watched Step Up 3D with the ydance members last friday.

It is reallly something that anyone cannot ever miss cause its so good!

The people there are not just talented, they are meant to dance. seriously, its so hard to find someone - let alone a group of people, who are meant to dance. lovelovelovelovelove.

love the Glee guy who is inside Step Up 3 too cause he is an extremely talented dancer.

anyway, having my prelims now which is taking a toil on me cause i havent been studying alot lately now so im cramming up many notes in my head and im just so tired and i want to sleeeep.

I'm holding on so tightly that no one can pull me away from it.

So sick of wishing you were still here

2010-08-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

Current music: -

Current mood: happy but sad

This week has been an awesome week for me!

been having so many ess practise and rehearsals for like a month or so, and now its over.

hahah having mixed feelings bout it.

i seriously gained so much more than i ever wanted by performing in this ess.

being in ydance and leaving my sch dance for a while has totally changed my perspective of how much i love dance so much and how the world is so beautiful and nice :)

serious, the passion of my love for dance has increased by ten billion percent.

hahah okay I'm joking. but i am so happy and delighted and overjoyed and grateful to be part of the ess.

wheeeeee, happy days happy days :)

im so gonna miss the late rehearsals and my praying so hard that i wont be late for school the next day and trying so hard just to get the correct emotions hahaha.

in short, I AM SO HAPPY!

anyway, i have like 2 pictures of the dancers in my phone but the quality sucks hahah so not gonna post it up.

its so funny how i used to be depressed over something, and how God made a way for me and how much i love what he did.

anyway, ONLY 2 SHORT MONTHS TO GO!

p.s. i am so determined to go and join a dance troupe now!

Leave unsaid, unspoken

2010-08-11T20:22:00.004+08:00

Current music: love the way you lie

Current mood: hopeful

this week was a great week!

had the ess performance which was great though i still cant figure a way to feel sad for that item hahaha.

after the ess performance, rushed back to school for the YOG opening ceremony rehearsal which was awesome!

we represented the athletes and the YOG performance was really extremely nice!

had so much fun laughing and screaming and laughing.

and i had a great day on sun because i slept till 4pm!!!!!

great day to catch up on my sleep!

spent my national day having dance pract from 11-6 which was great.

this was what we did:

it spells out ydance btw.
anyway, had rehearsal again yesterday which was great because i spent my afternoon studying with ness @ bpp before heading to orchard to go to borders than for dance.
had an awesome Wednesday today because school is so short. went to queensway with adelene to check the pricing of the shirt plus printing fee etc. and we had our meatballs @ Ikea. yumz.

anyway, another 2 short months till the end of n levels! cant wait!

I know a place where the grass is really greener

2010-08-01T21:51:00.003+08:00

Current mood: lazy

Current music: none

The past week was pretty busy and tiring due to the ess practs and rehearsals.

anyway, had ess practs on mon, tues and fri which was great ahaha

and it was Qiuxuan's birthday yesterday so had a celebration @ her house yesterday.

hahah had so much fun laughing at the most random stuff and it was so hot and sweaty but it was so much fun hahah.

miss the good old days :(

Happy birthday Qiuxuan!
anway, im gonna be even busier this week cause i have ess practs every single day till 10plus. its gonna be so exciting! doing my testimonial now which is so difficult to write and im so distracted by the things around me hahah. anyway, on a different note, there,s like a math test every monday so im literally stuffing all the information in my head the night before. hahahah
LOOK BELOW! HOT.HOT.HOT!

LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON~

For us is too late, and the credits start to roll

2010-07-19T19:53:00.006+08:00

Current music: why dont you love me- Beyonce

Current mood: sad

I realise im getting stronger and stronger.

i just deleted everything that i had typed out to post.

right now, the only battle im facing is the horrible n lvls and myself.

to be caught in a situation where you would love to do what you want to do, but having objections along the way hurts so bad, that till today my heart still aches.

they say time will heal all wounds.

do they really mean it?

Define happiness.

Never would have said forever, if i knew it wouldn't last

2010-07-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

Current music: 6 feet under the stars- ...

Current mood: happy!

I am such a happy girl :) :)

today passed by in a flash.

lessons were so short except for chem, which dragged on till eternity thanks to Mrs khoo.

this is why i love her so much.

haha, went to UT for lunch with Adelene&Doris after teaching Joan the dance.

went home to bathe than left for lg followed by dance @ nexus.

anyway, I'm gonna be so happy cause i found something to make me slightly busy :)

anyway, found some super overdued photos on my comp:
Photos during Dewen's farewell

VWC

Shi Hui, Me, Wei Xian

D.E.W.S!

Cristine

ahahah super overdued, hahah anyway, i still wonder why our name was called dews?

The falling of the raining is deafening

2010-07-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

. Current music: the music from cristine's blog!

Current mood: sad and affected

I just deleted everything i typed which i meant to post.

i guess i am stronger than i think i am.

I have a huge urge to go to a foreign country and take a long long long stroll.

Dance dance, we're fallin' apart to half time

2010-07-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

I want to dance.
I am going to dance.
I will dance.
I miss dancing.

MULAN!

2010-07-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

Current music: airplanes- b.o.b. ft. hayley williams

Current mood: calm

The past week was pretty boring for me.

didnt really do much except laugh like a mad woman and talk and spend time with my friends.

heheh.

anyway, watched Eclipse with Qiuxuan on the day that the movie was released, omg i am once again in love with the whole Twilight saga.

love love love love love love love.

hahah, anyway had a farewell for Dewen last sat cause he's leaving for the adults ministry, sad, but changes makes us all stronger :)

anyway, just saw this on a tumblr page:

Everyone thought you know that Rob and Kirsten didnt kiss etcetc

BUT THEY DID!

Dingningningningning!!!!!
hahahah, i was just telling ness about it last night while playing Monopoly Deal till late @ night.
hahah
anyway, this is why i love Mulan so much:

BECAUSE MULAN IS ZHANG ZI YI!!!!!
not techically, but, in the picture it is!
hahaha, i love Zhang Zi Yi, she's seriously an asian goddess.
hehehehe so pretttttyyyyyyyy~
.

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haha anyway, so glad today is a holiday.

Cant wait till the end of N lvls!~

California Gurls we're unforgettable

2010-06-29T18:38:00.003+08:00

Current music: California Gurls- Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dog

Current mood: tired

Every since school has started, every teacher will come in the class by saying : How long is it to your N level?'

yea, so horrible, teachers love to add on to our stress.

anyway, we're left with 68 more days to the start of N levels.

I am pretty happy about it because once N levels end, wheeeeee holidays~~

but at the same time, i'll have to study my guts out.

the worst thing about the new term?

There's 4 periods of fnn lessons per week.

That means seeing ms sng almost everyday and rushing out my coursework.

Fabulous.

Anyway, on a totally different mood, guess what?

omg i dont believe it but maybe you guys do but well whatever, look look look!!

This is Artie from Gleee.

wow he looks so different.

haha i heard he's the best dancer among all of them.

such a pity that he's on the wheelchair everytime.

hahah.

anyway, here's how he looks like in real life:

Wow.

The final blow hits you

2010-06-22T21:33:00.003+08:00

Current music: A Day late- anberlin

Current mood: sad

You know how it sucks so much to know how you decided on something a few weeks ago, than to realise that you are uncertain of your decision?

It sucks to realise how you've already planned everything, and suddenly, just a word could crush your entire plan.

It sucks to realise how you would never fully treasure what you have until its gone and all you can do it cry and do nothing about it.

It sucks to know that everyone is moving on except for you.

It sucks when you know what you have to do, but you would never find the peserverance to complete it.

It sucks when i feel helpless.

I just wanna crawl under my quilt and cry.

Love love love love love.

2010-06-13T15:04:00.021+08:00

People whom i love and/or has made significant changes in my life.

Finally after 2-3 months of hesitation and laziness, i finally decided to post about the people that i love. If you guys feels that i should have put up your picture but didn't, pls pls pls tell me and i also apologise if i forgot to put up your picture because I'm using a new comp, and the photos are all on my thumb drive which is pretty messed up so i might have lost your photo. So, some pictures might be super old and some might be super ugly so pls don't mind them. By the way, pls take note that the pictures are in no order because the pictures came from different albums so i just took which ever that i saw first. SO, let's get started.
p.s. i cant wait for eclipse!

Adelene.

[sorry adelene!]

Family.

Banan&Ness.

Doris.

Caifang

.

VWC

Joey.

Joan.

Genevieve.

Qiuxuan.

Yingyi.

Adelene&doris

Serene.

Kallip.

Zoe.

Sec 4 dancers.

Twilight Saga.

p.s. Did Rob& Kirsten really kiss in the MTV movie awards?

Rock-a-by baby

2010-06-11T15:35:00.005+08:00

Current music: Yellow- Coldplay

Current mood: sleepy

I am gonna fall off my seat soon cause im so tired.

been having late nights watching ANTM with ness till we- i meant me start to fall asleep.

we'll usually sleep @ 1-2plus than i'll have to crawl out of my bed for school @ 7 the next morning.

and the worst part is that i am always late.

I would do anything to sleep now but i have ydance pract in a while so gonna prepare and leave the house real soon so I cant sleep. sobs

anyway, got a huge huge urge to go sleep and tell them that i cant make it for ydance pract but.. its our final pract until the next pract which by then, the choreo should be perfect so.. im just gonna hang in there and plop to bed as soon as i get back.
anyway, its (finally) the last day of school~ yay but im only left with 2 weeks and most days are alrdy burnt cause i am grounded.
k gonna get ready then leave house soon
bb

24hours.

2010-06-09T16:39:00.002+08:00

Current music: Why don't you love me? -Beyonce

Current mood: happy

I've been thinking for the longest time on earth - Why must human beings sleep? if we didn't have to sleep and would never feel tired, we would have so much more time to do so many more things.

we would be able to study, do something you enjoy to do, have fun with your friends, go shopping, fly a kite, have a picnic, stargaze without feeling tired, count the stars, go for a carnival within a day.

Maybe its due to my constant lack of time, i always think about how you waste half your day sleeping and resting.

yes, i know sleeping is essential, but, if you never had to sleep and would never feel tired, you would have so much time.

At the same time, you would have too much time doing nothing. because you have an extra 6-10 hours doing something else besides sleeping because you don't feel tired anymore. you might get too bored and would have nothing to do.

Perhaps all these thoughts get into my head because of the twilight saga. the vampires never have to sleep, and never felt tired. In which, they used the extra time people used for sleeping to read up on every single book and study every single subject and learn much more stuff.

............................................

anyway, i think i am thinking too much. hahah.

had an awesome tourist day yesterday with adelene&doris!

love yesterday so much!

will blog about this next time because adelene has all the pictures. hahaha

gonna end this post with a quote that struck me a lot today while reading 8 Days.

'Don't let anyone kill your dreams. It's normal to be scared and have doubts. but if you have the will, you'll eventually find a way'

-Samantha Quek.

I heart ?

2010-06-06T17:07:00.003+08:00

Current music: Bulletproof- La roux [?]

Current mood: Relaxed

Cramming up 6 sets of dance steps in my head now. just learnt 'Baby' & 'Battlefield' last friday.

i still dont understand why i got selected to participate in the external dance event for church.

seriously, everyone is from hiphop 1/2 and bboys, and me&this girl is from fusion.

so both of us are pretty bad @ it compared to the others. hahahaa

anyway, love the choreo for 'Baby' hahahah.

This week was pretty fast&fun.

had dance on tues&wed. love the new choreo, hate the loneliness.

on thurs and fri, went to imm with adelene and doris.

hahah i seriously love spontaneous days *insert heart*

we had a whole lota fun snapping random&mad shots with the items @ daiso.

found some wacky item and did this to doris:

hahaha and doris found some tiny little brollys and we all went crazy and took shots with it.

hahahaha this is so funny. anyway, we have school next week which was not in our schedule!
which means goodbye to my beloved sleep and hello to math.
joy

Battle: X

2010-06-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

The only thing that is stopping me from chasing my dreams is, well, myself.

Pocketful of sunshine

2010-05-16T16:59:00.003+08:00

Current music: Happy- Leona Lewis

Current mood: in pain

I had a totally awesome exam break the past few days!

after fnn paper, went home immediately then left to meet mummy to visit ahma @ the hospital than ate dinner and home.

on friday,

went out with adelene&doris.

had an awesome time!

watched the last song and everyone was crying because it was so sad although miley's act pouty lips was a totally -100000/10 [no offence]

ate @ thai express aftwards and we were talking & laughing @ this guy working there because he looks like he's in pain or that he ate something very spicy.

hahahahah!

took neoprints which i havent taken in like a trillion years than went to 313 to go to new look -finally.

than rushed to suntec cause we thought we were going to be late for the hippo ride ahahah but in fact we were so early.

haha the hippo ride was so fun~

dropped off @ 313 than shopped @ F21 than went home.

we were talking&laughing at the lamest stuff haha.

yay i had so much fun :) :) :)

on sat,

went to church earlier for the dance meeting than went for service.

afterwards had lunch and talk then met banan for dinner with mum&dad.

OMG I FINALLY BOUGHT MAO'S LAST DANCER!

it is such a good book omg i am going nuts about it!

dinner @ sakae afterwards and i was so pissed with the bunch of low life losers.

sigh whatevs.

today,

supposed to go to ntu with ness but decided not to so..

i am passing my time now till 6 than we'll go visit ahma @ the hospital.

okay please fill in the blanks

___________________________.

Ignorance is bliss

2010-05-11T17:51:00.004+08:00

Current music: imma be- b.e.p.

Current mood: thoughtful

I've been thinking about lately.

about my studies, my future,my life, my friends, my family.

only 2 papers more to TOTAL FREEDOM(for the month of may)!!!!

I've been stuffing all the information up my brain lately because I've missed out on alot.

anyway, i am still thinking..

anyway, celebrated mothers' day twice, once with just mum&dad on sat, and the other with the whole family on sun.

had service on sat, then had vwest huddle which was quite fun hahahaha.

ate taohuey near pomo with vwestc hahah

hahah then supposed to study with cristine but we ended up walking @ orchardcentral.

hahaah rushed to ps to buy mum's present which i regret like mad cause i wanted to buy her the loreal revitalift but i was so stupid i bought her a bouquet of flowers.

thank god she loved the flowers! hahahaah

i still wanna buy the revitalift for her, hmm maybe I'll ask banana to buy it for her hahah.

anyway, on Sunday, study like mad till 4ish than bathed and went to like chinatown for dinner cause dad loves the food there.

hahah ate dessert there and walked around afterwards, so funny it felt so much like the hold except that i had a paper tomorrow.

hahah.

i should start studying now ok bb

reach!

2010-05-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

took this photo during one of the rehearsal for the musical.
aww brings back so many memories.
yes, i was suppose to wear that outfit for Act2, but it suddenly changed on the actual day.
we all look so tired esp me.
anyway, i miss 10April2010.

Im gonna reach higher
just for one moment touch the sky
for that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
know that I've tried my very best
I put my spirit to the test
if I could reach

2 words: uh-glee

2010-05-07T21:23:00.003+08:00

Current mood: tired

Current music: hey soul sister- train

omg the eclipse picture above looks so photoshopped!

haha anyway..

English,Chinese,Math paper1 and SS are all (finally) over!!!!

i am alrdy thinking about what i am do during the hols.

ahahahah yes i think very far ahead.

i just cant wait for the exams to be over.

i totally screwed up my math paper like omgwthplskillme.

i thought about the answer for the last question, which was probably the most easiest question.

i thought about it for like 5-10 min because i thought it wasn't an iso triangle.

anyway, its over so whatevs.

thank God its Friday!

i miss not studying sigh.

never mind, i just cant wait for next Thurs to come and for n/o levels to be over.

i have a huge craving for ice cream every time but when i start eating it, i stop craving for it.

anyway, today was such a fun day :)

had math paper 1 that ended @ 10 than saw Natasha @ the bus stop so went for brunch with her, kelvin and kelvin's friend.

hahaha kelvin cant stop talking about ghosts. sigh.

hahaha went back for math consultation and it got soooooooo boring we left hahaha.

went to doris's house afterwards to see adelene acting like a weird weird weird person hahah and watch crayon shinchan :) :)

met for lg afterwards and i couldn't stop laughing at ...

i think i am going to be punished for eternity because..

there was ydance today and i totally forgot about it and i haven't been going for practices ever since my second practice. omg pls kill me sigh.

my body feels so tired nowadays so i think i am going to zzz soon.

bb :)

eclipse eclipse eclipse!

2010-05-02T14:53:00.002+08:00

Current music: here(in your arms) -hellogoodbye

Current mood: thoughtful

i cant wait for eclipse

i cant wait for myes to end

i cant wait for n lvls to end

i cant wait to go shopping

i cant wait to be able to rest without worrying about my exams

i cant wait to know what my future holds.

i have been thinking(and still am) about what my future holds.

a horrible thought crept in my head yesterday while watching wild child i the middle of the night.

i had this certain uncertainty that what if what i thought i love wasnt what i will continue to love in the future?

on a total different note, i love the taohuey from .. the place near pomo. the shop that is super famous for their taohuey.

okay super random cause im eating it now.

anyway, had a real good short trip to jb with family yesterday.

it made me think of last year's holiday @ kl and made me wanna have a holiday again. sigh.

but yay there's phillipines&shanghai[???] to look forward to!

anyway i am stoked cause tomorrow is a holiday~~

whee a much well deserved holiday for me cause school is draining my energy because i have nothing to look forward to.

yes i do not make sense now.

okay bb off to (try and) study now :) :) :)

Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."

2010-04-24T21:39:00.003+08:00

Current music: defying gravity- glee soundtrack

Current mood: thoughtful

Life is .. somehow and perhaps a tad bit happier. i think.

i just realised how much i like studying in a group.

studied with the church people[ haha, it sounds weird] & i have accomplished:

-my math revision paper

-understood SS

-understood a little bit of bearings

-did 3/4 of my fnn evaluation

yay i am ~~(not)~~ a happy girl :)

had flag day today and it a total bore.

i was dilly dallying @ home until it was like 8+ than i realised how late i was hahaha cause i had to be in school by 820.

had flag day @ jurong & the people were so unfriendly.

hahah i think after being rejected for the 126486 time, adelene, doris and i [sorta] gave up and walked to imm to buy food to eat but we started walking around giant, followed by buying shihlin chicken&tempura&sweet talk and sitting @ level 2 and talk till like 11+ than walked back to meet back with the class.

hahah this is so funny how i can post such an inhuman thing that we did.

hehehe

went back to school then went to ut to waste time cause adelene&i will not leave the house again after we reach home haha.

met with the prefects for the party but left @ like 5.

which was pretty much redundant because we barely did anything.

we were talking about how acid rain will make you have pimples so we were all sharing a small umbrella hahah.

anyway, i (still) have no motivation to study sigh

i feel like i have a mindset of an old woman :(

i feel that i am very conservative, i am a very naggy, i am always telling adelene to eat breakfast, i am always telling people to love your parents, i am always disgusted by __________.

hahah yes so i think i am growing old. :( :( :(

sobs

Happily never after

2010-04-19T19:47:00.002+08:00

Current music: Happily never after- pcd

Current mood: depressed

just took a look @ serene's blog.

i am officially going to suffer from sadness for eternity..

sigh.

i am super sad now, but as yingyi&i were talking today, she was like 'one day the sadness will fade. (...) reality is harsh.'

sigh, as much as i know that 1 day i will stop feeling sad but sigh just let the sadness overwhelm me for now.

i wonder when we will be so happy like in the photo above.

maybe 1 day, when pigs start to fly and perhaps there will be no such things called exams.

she took the midnight train going anywhere

2010-04-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

Current music: myl ife would suck without you- glee soundtrack

Current mood: sad

had perf yesterday.

it is well, our last performance ever.

i was telling the group about it and peter was like 'eugenia its not your last dance' and i was like 'yes it is, we're all stepping down today' the conversation went on, and he wanted us[zoe,yingyi,me] to stay on till next year.

well..

i've thought long and hard about my future.

there are so many barriers in my way.

i have a sudden uncertainty about my future.

my future was decided weeks ago, i knew what i wanted.

but now there are so many barriers in my way the only way i can make it through is to let go, and let God.

all i need is time, a moment that is mine.

anyway, my week was a rather slow, sad, lifeless week.

i am never truly happy.

when will i ever be?

on a [trying] happier note,

dolly's birthday just passed.

we had an awesome celebration for her.

we really tricked her into believing what we had planned.

whee such an innocent girl.

heehheh.

on friday,

i was like super sleepy throughout the whole day.

my mind became blank after recess and i could not stop sleeping.

even the pinching method, jumping up and down method, standing up and down method didnt work anymore.

hahah so anyway, went for dance with yingyi after school.

had awards day performance and also collected an award on behalf of mnd.

hahah after collecting the award, i stuffed my dinner down my throat and we started playing iceman.

whee~

such a fun and last experience.

hahahah had performance afterwards which was well, i'd rate it 8.5/10

hheheeh my 2.5 is well, my emotional barriers which i sorta manage to conquer.

after perf, everyone started breaking down etc.

went to ut with serene,joey and joan for like a sorta h2ht and eating.

hahahah so fun.

im going to be super negative and write this down:

it is the last h2ht we will ever have.

we were talking about our last moments etc, and joey was like 'eugenia, this is the last time i will look at you and smile' sigh.

the most vivid memory i have of us smiling was during the chingay parade.

it was truly a moment to remember.

i remember me looking @ joey and both of us will start smiling and laughing. hahaha

truly happy memories that will last forever..

puffy green clouds

2010-04-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

LOVE.
i wish i could rewind time.
i wish i could not regret what i did in the past.
i wish i could treasure what i had.
i wish i could understand how i feel now last time.
i wish. i wish. i wish.
.
.
.
.
not really enjoying my life now.
sigh, life is totally meaningless and boring.
dreading for tomorrow to come because i dont find joy in going to school anymore.
i used to have this little excitement everyday in the past whenever i woke up and realise what i had planned for today.
but today, as i woke up, there was no little excitement to make me a tad bit happier.
i tend to take things really slow when i dont find a excitement or a little joy in what i do.
no wonder mum was saying ' you've been leaving the house late for school nowadays'.
what can i say? 'oh because i dont find any joy in my life now.'
imagine if a mother hears their child saying that.
its been a long time since i walk with a bounce and feel that little joy and happiness every alternate second.
sigh i just feel like crying

its our last time, to share the stage
before we go our separate ways
high school wasnt meant to last forever

2010-04-11T15:18:00.001+08:00

omg zul looks like dao ming si in the photo.

hahahahh okay.

Process is difficult but results are rewarding.

-ZhengKai

just for one moment touch the sky

2010-04-11T13:11:00.002+08:00

Current music: Reach- reach the musical

Current mood: happy, sad, contemplative

This week has been a blast for me and the cast members.

i am speechless.

the musical started last September, when the auditions began.

i never wanted to go for the audition, but for m&d, i went for it.

surprisingly, i got in though i never thought i would cause i was not prepared.

people came and left the musical soon after, i decided to stay on because of, well, my portfolio.

practice for the musical began during the holidays and i really didn't like being inside the musical, i was complaining to every human i saw that i did not want to be part of it. i tried to quit, not once, but many many countless times, but without fail, ms fern would always stop me.

and i thought she was just being mean and that she didn't understand how i would feel.

jan 2010 came shortly after many musical practices. Chingay was coming up and we were all so busy with chingay that we couldn't go for musical practices.

many teachers were disappointed with us cause we went for chingay rehearsals that fell on every sat, with clashed with the musical practices.

after chingay ended, we went for the musical, but our hearts were not in it. i skipped every single ydance practice for musical and i nearly had to leave ydance.

there were so many things in my way that made me want to drop the musical.

in feb or so, we got our act 2 script, in only 2 months or less we had to perfect our musical.

things were extremely tough because not every one's heart was in it, honestly, i doubt mine was either.

many things happened, many scoldings, much tears and sorrows and hatred was in the way of doing a good show.

throughout the last week of our rehearsals, everyone decided to change for the better and do our best because we knew what we wanted. many of us wanted a standing ovation. many of us wanted to show others that they could be better than the rest.

during the RP rehearsals, we gave our all and decided not to let anything get in our way.

many of us fell sick but we did not give up, in our 18 cast members, half of us were all sick.

on the actual day of performance, many of us cried before the show because of so many things.

mrs grothers was an awesome director, so was ms umi. they have taught us so many things that we will never forget in our lives.

ms siti was also an awesome choreographer too who taught me to do so many stuff.

i am truly extremely grateful to what they all have done for this show.

yesterday was the actual performance, everyone was in sky high because we all knew we did the best that we had ever done in our lives.

wow.

i am truly grateful to ms fern for not letting me quit in the past.

i love everyone in the musical.

lotsa love!

my future decided

2010-04-06T16:34:00.003+08:00

I've thought about it and i've finally realised that this is where i want to be.
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Not going to school throughout this week because of musical pract and also because im sick.
i was sharing my drink with yasmeen and she was like im sick you know, and i thought it was some cough or something..
sobs ;/
had fever since yesterday and it sucks.
anyway, REACH the musical is this sat!
i am finally, after many many months or practice, excited about the musical.
i've thought about many stuff lately, and i realised so many things and it makes me see life in a different perspective- both good and bad.
anyway, watched so you think you can dance& glee today. yay happy day for me although being sick is nothing to be happy about.
anyway, i cant believe i am saying this, but, i cant wait for REACH the musical :) :)
i might as well make the best of what i have, right?

making a little magic in the moonlight

2010-04-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

Current music: kiss the girl- Keith Urban

Current mood: sad, but hopeful

West is finally 3!

performaed with weixian&shihui for the west anniversary!

super fun :) :)

we only practiced twice and during our first pract we were just talking about very lame stuff like our clothes etc.

only on the second and final practice, did we start to practice haha.

but i have to say, the dance was okay due to our 2 practices only.

hahaah!

anyway, had musical practice today which was pretty fine.

gonnah ave practice for the whole of next week. literally.

so.. yea.

love the photo above with minyi,cristine&peiwen during our west anni. :) :) :)

moodless

2010-04-01T22:32:00.004+08:00

Life sucks.

"Nothing hurts like losing, when you know its already gone. Except for the pain of choosing to hold on too long"

Holding tight

2010-03-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

the end point is always the best thing in life, yet no one seems to get that. not even me.

----

2010-03-22T21:25:00.001+08:00

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

the world's moving, but im not.

2010-03-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Current music: no air- Glee soundtrack

Current mood: thoughtful

I've been thinking lately that last year wasa a year that i had to actually make time& to plan my time wisely but this year is about me letting go.

&i thought that making time was hard, but letting go is harder.

im at a process of letting go now, but ..

i know i can do it :) :)

anyway, today was pretty boring. went for musical pract today from 10-5 which was pretty yawnfest.

hahaha no im kidding.

im really kidding.

no no no musical was pretty fun today :) :)

was kinda lost because everything was changed on mon but yay now i totally understand everything.

so eager for some things to come but at the same time i also dread for some things to come.

anyway, im dying because i have no clue as to what to dance for the west anni which is next week.

HELP!

feedlefeedumfeedoom

2010-03-16T16:32:00.003+08:00

Current music: Telephone- lady gaga ft beyonce

Current mood: sucky

having mixed feelings about many stuff right now.

don't wanna elaborate much but its really very disheartening to know that people give up on things quite easily.

i mean, i give up on many stuffs in my life too, but its about hanging on and to always see the end point.

its pretty frustrating to see people around me give up on so many stuff when i know that they can hold on to it.

damn.

shifting gears, life is totally horrible now.

i've been having prefects camp etcetc the past few days.

it was so fun and we were just talking about how we love to have so many things in our schedule and to always feel like we've got something to do.

its that extra push that make me wanna live my life.

i love feeling that i have a lot of things to do and i kinda love the business because i feel busy.

yes, i know i am a psycho but life is boring now it sucks.

i hate doing nothing at home but i just cant lift my butt away from my computer chair to start studying.

i seriously need that extra push to get my fat butt to move and to start studying.

damnit.damnit.damnit.

p.s. i cant wait for eclipse!

2010-03-09T14:25:00.002+08:00

Dance: an artistic form of nonverbal communication.
.
.
Been thinking lately to join a dance troupe after n lvls or o lvls.
not sure whether i should take something totally different of stick to what i know.
hmmm..

"i am alone at the crossroads."

froyo

2010-03-08T13:34:00.002+08:00

Current music: baby- justin bieber ft ______

Current mood: bored

Staying @ home eating fro-grapes and hearing the same song over&over and having my antibiotics stuck @ my throat.

i am literally dying.

i hate having nothing on for me to do.

everyone's @ camp while im home doing nothing.

i just realised being home is so damn boring.

anyway, im finishing up my fro-grapes & i havent eaten my lunch so.. anyway, the past week was horribly bored.

stayed @ home for 2 days cause of my infection, than went back to school on wed&had musical pract. thursday was pretty awesome because its a carefree day~

didnt do much on fri except falling asleep while everyone was having dance because i could only watch them dance cause of my stupid infection. went for the musical dance pract which i wasnt involved in than learnt the steps for dance works than flew home to get changed than left o qiuxuan's house for a sleepover.

had so much fun eating+talking+falling in&out of sleep+having our movie marathon_deciding to leave qiuxuan's house @ 4 so we can eat mac's breakfast but we all slept before 4+playing bowling on qiuxuan's tv because we were so damn bored+there was no shows+if we watched a movie, everyone would fall asleep.

haha!

decided to wake up @ 6 so that i could have breakfast with joan&kayal but i was stoning like mad so i was extremely late.

reached school @ 10 for musical pract which was so damn tiring&boring.

flew to lot to meet with the girls&boys than went to spore flyer.

had so much fun laughing like shit and basically entertaining ourselves.

hahaha!

flew back to cityhall to meet mum for my facial than met dad for dinner.

on sunday, met dad to get his BB with banan. met mum afterwards than bought my contacts&celebrated ness's good results for her A levels @ crystal jade.

hahaah it was damn funny!

so anyway, im gonna rot @ home for the next 3 days.

sobs ):

btw, did i mention that rob is so so so cute in the picture above?

if i dont see you anymore,

2010-03-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Current music: Far away- Nickelback

Current mood: happy

gonna post some chingay peeks that i grabbed from joey's blog.

haha, anyway, i dont know what to write for my chingay experience that i have to hand in tomorow..

so anyway, didnt go to school today because my wound was infected.

so sucky ):

so anyway,

Group photo with peterteo&xujie

serene,zoe,joey,qiuxuan,me

Sec 4 group photo.

so, gonna end this post with a super cute peek of us jumping.

i've got the photo that sally took, it was extremely candid&real.

gonna post it soon!

she doesnt get it

2010-02-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

Current muic: she doesnt get it- taptap revenge 3.0

Current mood: happy

OMG ROBERT PATTINSON & KIRSTEN STUWART* ARE TOGETHER!!!

okay i think i spelt her name wrongly & i know that i knew it long ago but i needed to cmfirm it again.

hahaha, anyway this week was pretty boring because there isnt chingay anymore ):

anyway, this week was so long& darggy.

pretty muched hanged out with zoe,qiuxuan.serene,joey,genevieve,jinhui,yongrae,daniel[ no order] this whole week.

always watch them gamble and i will always feel so sleepy when i see them gambling.

hahahha, dont wanna eleborate much but went out with adelene,stef&dolly on thurs.

so fun but not as fun as last time @ daiso because no more stuff to laugh @.

anyway, thursday was pretty bad cause of some stuff.

anyway, fri i fell during pe and hurt my knee so now its super pain ):

had dance and it was like a happy day for some & a sad day for some.

anyway, went to serene's house to bainian with zoe,qiuxuan,joey,genevieve&jinhui.

hahah ate dinner @ there and watch them gamble& watch tv&go lot&laugh like crazy.

hahah, it was seriously damn fun.

hahah on sat went for musical pract than went to collect the dance stuff with joan&wei lin + look for the danceworks outfit.

today, went to a little danceworks ract then met zoe,serene,qiuxuan,jinhui,yongrae&daniel caus they wanted to come my house to bainian.

so ya, had fun laughing with them & omg the boys[excluding daniel] didnt wanna leave hahahah!!

so anyway, i had so much fun this week even though i feel a tad bit sad vecause of _______.

so anyway, nothing much to look forward to except that there isnt anymore exams!!!!

until the next mid years & prelims & n level.

hahaha, i/adelene love to spoil my mood by telling myself/me the sad stuff when i feel happy.

hahahaahha :)

yay i am so happy&sad.

btw to end this in a very lame mood, I AM SO ADDICTED TO TAP TAP !

a night to remember

2010-02-21T14:10:00.003+08:00

Current music: none

Current mood: happy&touched

I'm just gonna post all about chingay.

we had rehearsal on Thursday, which was damn tiring because had school, than went for lunch @ ut, than went back to school for chem supp than went to chingay rehearsal till 12++

anyway, it was extremely funny.

on Friday, i was dead tired but anyway still had to go to school for ss common test.

than left school @ 12 with joey to meet the MI girls to buy the make up than rushed back to school to do make up & hair etcetc.

left for chingay parade at 5ish.

omg seriously, chingay has got to be the best thingy yet that had ever happened.

hahaah, it was damn nice&omg the sec4s totally bonded like made during chingay!

shouted&screamd on fri till i literally had no voice left on sat.

met joan on sat @ lot to get make up stuff & hair stuff than left to school.

did hair make up etcetc, than left for chingay.

yesterday's chingay parade has got to be the best parade because everyone alrdy knew what to do so we were like excited instead of being nervous.

hahah.

bus rides going to marina & back to lot are always so fun because every one's either damn high or sleeping like pigs.

anyway, yesterday was really a night to remember.

i got extremely emotional on the bus cause we were discussing about dance with the boys.

than afterwards, zoe,qiuxuan,serene,joey,genevieve stayed @ lot for a while to talk.

we were like those bangalas sitting on a grass patch. hahah!

&we were sitting on our costume becase we didnt need to use it ever in our lifes again! hahahahaha!!!

btw, i thnk that our costume wasnt that bad eh, because there were others that were worst!

hahaahah!

[I'm going to be extremely detailed about this]

so we were sitting there talking ,than jinbao called me saying that he&daniel will stay on for dance.

because of my horrible sexy voice, i asked if they anted to come to lot to talk to us.

and they said yes, seriously, they are mental, @ 11pm, we asked them to come to lot and they agreed.

so anyway, after jinbao told me than they were joining i started crying. than after that, i told the girls than all of us started crying our eyeballs out.

seriously, they did not have to do this for us.

so we were like crying until our eye were red, than jinbao&daniu reached, so i went to being them to the grass patch, than obviously they knew we were crying because of our red and watery eyes.

than afterwards, yongrae said he wanted to join dance but he wants table tennis so he has to choose etc.

so to cut it short, all of us were asking them why are they so nice to us all these, and i was like 'why do you always play along with us when we anyhow call you my brother&best friend & always pinch your cheek'? than daniel was like 'because we want to make you guys happy'

than all of us started crying our eyes out etc.

than it got damn late, so we left than we were like eh lets conference later!

hahah so afterwards, we were conferencing, and it was damn funny because i had no voice, so nobody understood what i was saying, esp genenvieve, hahah!

and we were basically talking crap & daniel&qiuxuan's voice sounded similar, super funny! than we were like talking till 2 plus.
hahah so ya because we all cried our eyeballs out, now all of our eyes are swollen.

i totally cant open my eyes completely and its so painful.

anyway, i so do not wanna go school tomorrow because there's fnn & shit i havent done my coursework yet!

anyway, here's a lame photo with me&serene on the bus coming back from chingay rehearsal:

Dont stop believin'

2010-02-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

Current music: Take a bow-Glee soundtrack

Current mood: happy&disappointed

i had an awesome week!

i feel extremely happy about so many things and i feel like i've known a person so much better after some stuff.

had to perform 2 items for cny celebration, and it was a blast!

everyone was having so much fun esp me even though ya i know alot of people thinks that the item is a joke but, omg its so fun!

haha, after performance, ate lunch with zoe,serene,qiuxuan,genevieve[no order] @ food culture before rushing back home to bathe then left for service and i was an hour late.

hahah, after that went to haojie's house for a vwc reunion dinner.

hahaah super funny i had a blast!

today, spring clean the whole house and had steamboat again. so I'm gonna have steamboat for 3 consecutive days.

haha. im so gonna be sick of steamboat after tomorrow.

had steamboat @ haojie's house, had steamboat today, and im also gonna have steamboat tomorrow.

haah!

anyway, im feeling very happy cause there was AI, Glee, Guliana&Bill, Keeping up with the kardasians etcetc today hahah so happy~

feeling so carefree since yesterday on the bus to service :)

yay hahah okay anyway, Happy new year& Happy V day to everyone ~

i shine because of you today

2010-02-09T17:57:00.003+08:00

Current music: stand still look pretty- the wreckers

Current mood: happy

the picture is a joke.

i was looking through my pictures and i saw this. its so funny.

anyway i so cant wait for eclispe!

i was looking for the new eclipse photo but i cant find it on my comp so i'll post it next time.

anyway, today has been an awesome day because im free~~~~~~

yay!

its the second time in the year that i reached home before the sun set!

hahah yea.

anyway had dance yesterday and i was so tired i couldnt focus etc.

went to lot to find some stuff than met up with the vwc2 people to eat dinner.

oh and mum bought an ipohne and banan is so gonna force/beg mum to give it to her.

hahaha!!

anyway i feel so happy now because the hols are coming in a few days!

yay so happy :)

Earth shattering

2010-02-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

Current music: none

Current mood:tired&sad

the title has no link to my post but it was so into me cause im listening to the improved version of the danceworks song by zul cause he just sent it to me.

so anyway, i am literally @ the verge on dying now.

my brain is blocked and i seriously dont know how to do my fnn coursework.

i am lacking sleep :(

been extremely busy these few days.

had chingay pract till late @ night.

reached home around 12-ish than slept @ 2plus after watching glee&the hills.

hahah i fell asleep halfway than banan was talking to herself without knowing that i fell asleep.

hahaah!

anyway, had an awesome shopping spree today!

i bought almost all the stuff i need for the new year and omg i cant wait for fnn to end alrdy.

i absolutely dread seeing ms sng and doing fnn cause it makes me sleep.

having common test in a few days.

i am also dying because i haven't revised. i do not have time to study.

damnit. I.NEED.TIME.

there's so many things for me to do, but there's so little time.

things i MUST do:

-study for common test.

-do my fnn coursework

-hurry choreograph the dance for the west anniversary

-chingay rehearsal

-make time for church stuff

-make time for ydance

-make time for musical[sat]

-make time for myself

so tired.

anyway, had musical rehearsal on sat which was absolutely _______[i dont know what to say]

and there isnt musical pract on fri but there's musical on sat!

which means i've got to go for the jc/poly service by myself.

joy.

i am so sad & tired & i wanna skip school tomorrow but obviously i will not.

i need to sleep badly.

anyway, on a very happy note, cny is coming this week!

&there's a reunion dinner on fri with vwc

like finally i get to rest.

and FINALLY there's a freaking holiday till tues which means no fnn!

hooray~

yes im slightly insane now because my brain isnt functioning.

rays of sunlight

2010-02-04T19:41:00.003+08:00

Current music: dont stop believing- glee soundtrack

Current mood: busy&sleepy&happy

this week has been a blast for me, there was late practs on tues for chingay and omg its really extremely OTT. hahah but its an awesome experience.

it ended@ like 10-ish so i slept @ around 12 and i was late for school on wed.

anyway, on wed had musical pract, got or costumes etcetc, pretty fun.

today was so funny had our carefree day as usual~

but had chem supp @ 3 so we went to ut for lunch was late blahblah.

&omg im so yired nowadays from so mny things i have been dozing off during my lessons ad i was sneezing like a mad cow during hist lesson which made me so drowsy and so i slept & i think i pissed off the teacher.

hahahaah.

anyway, gonna have dance pract tomorrow and musical+chingay pract on sat.

on a extremely different note,

i havent bought my new year clothes& i have only about a week left!!!

so just pull the trigger

2010-01-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

Current music: russian roulette-rihanna

current mood: happy

the past week has been pretty awsom because i had 2 carefree days+ i felt so carefree during friday's physics test.

hahah i know i am so lame but is been such a long time since i was free.

but im extremely glad that i am busy it feels nice to be for a while but after what zhengkai said about having breaks etc, than i started to feel a little drained.

so anyway, i'll always look forward to thurs cause i've got nothing to do :)

this week passed pretty fast and on fri had extended musical pract till 9 so i couldnt go for combined ydance pract.

i've been seriously skippin so many practs alrdy. ;/

so anywayduring the extended pract we just learnt the dance, or rather i leart the dance because joan&i came later so we had t catch up but it was so fun hahaha

afterwards met banan&ness to get their supper hahah.

on sat met joan to give the danceworks poster and omg so funny we were lost for a while hahah.

m dad&mum later for dinner.

oh and oh thurs, had my carefree day with adelene&doll. we went to mof for our carefree dayand omg so funny.

after that went for sombindlifegroup with the perth person.

super funny hahah.

you take my hand&drag me head first, fearless

2010-01-24T14:27:00.004+08:00

Current music: smash into you- beyonce

Current mood: thoughtful

Yesterday, 23january2010,

so glad there wasnt ydance so i slept longer which was super nice.

than met up with bwc2 people than left for church.

after service, rushed off to meet joan.

than afterwards we rushed to the chingay rehearsal.

yesterday was such a complicated day.

it was such an awesome day and it made me realise who are the nice people.

anyway, im so glad we have xujie,peter teo, ming gao[ no order] as our dance teachers :)

Today, 24january2010,

today was an awesome day because i slept for so long for like the first time in the year without an alarm clock to wake me up.

yay so happy.

than went to lot to get lunch with banana&ness.

hahah we bought mos burger and i saw weixian.

hahaha so funny

anyway, im gona rush out my 20-page fnn research.

joy

There's no worries, only butterflies

2010-01-22T21:19:00.002+08:00

Current music: pocketful of sunshine- n.b.

Curent mood: happy

i absolutely love thursday cause its my one and only free day in the week excluding sundays.

hahah, usually im only free on fri cause there's dance of mon, maybe danceworks pract on tues, musical pract on wed, FREE DAY on thurs, dance pract on fri and ydance pract, service on sat, and FREE DAY on sun :) :) :)

yay so happy i was telling adelene and dolly that yesterday and today i was talking about free and happy days than doll was like ya coming soon, next thurs.

hahaha!

anyway, had cca orientation+performance today.

dont know why but i was so pissed plus really happy.

walked home with serene after that and i made her walk like crap hhaha!

anyway, im so glad there isnt ydance pract tomorrow cause that means i can snooze longer :)

yay for me~

plus omg i am caught in a dilemma because there's musical pract on fri night but i'll also have my ydance pract so, i dont know what to do.

But thoughts they changed and times they rearranged

2010-01-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

Current music: a day late- anberlin

Current mood: content

why must you kee doing this to me?

why must you always change you mind the last min then forget to inforn me?

why must you think that its always my fault if something happens?

why must you do this to me?

anyway, im really looking forward to sleeping a tad bit longer tomorrow cause its wednesday~

but the lessons still drags on till eternity.

anyway, this week went on pretty great.

had danceworks after school followed by meeting up with vwc people but i did not in the end cause i couldnt contact them + no batt + i couldnt find them + banan wanted to meet me.

anyway, went to cut bangs cause erica and jamie cut it and we were saying that if she cus bangs, i will cut it too so yea.

hahaha i look like a sec1.

hahaahhaahahahhah

ten thousand lightning bugs

2010-01-17T19:32:00.002+08:00

Current music: ego- beyonce ft snoop dog

Current mood: contented

this week has been the longest week for me!

anyway, i have been extremely busy&stressed out because i totally dont understand mat at all!

plus there's dance&musical pract etcetc.

anyway, i had a blast yesterday!

Yesterday, 16 Jan 2010,

woke up so early to go for musical pract when i received jamie's nessage that there's ydance today!

so i rushed to school cause leqi called me & told me that the musical pract started @ 830 & i was still @ home.

so i rushed down to school thinking that i could leave@ 930 to go for ydance bt the photoshoot was deleayed etcetc so i couldnt make it for ydance.

musical pract ended @ 2 than went to lot for lunch with joan before heading to bugis to buy my leotard.

after that we went to spore flyer for the chingay rehearsal & since we were early & the rest havent arrived, we decied to just sit& talk.

omg the place is awesome~

haha than met up with the rest of the dancers & we ate kfc :)

hahah, after that we changed into our lovely[ hahah!] butterfly costumes & had rehearsals.

omg its damn hilarious la hahah not just the costume but everything!

i was laughing like mad!

hahaha!

the chingay rehearsal ended @ 9 than bused back to lot.

omg on the way back serene was being a mental girl [ as usual] hahaha!

than met dad than went home.

Today, 17 Jan 2010,

went to combined service @ suntec but i went for the 10am service with mum&dad thanks to banan so i didnt go with vwestc2.

than after service went to nyny for lunch than walked around with banan than i went to ut for threading.

hahah im being so detailed today because im happy :)

yay but im going to such a spoil sport by saying that there's fnn tomorrow! )':

you pull me thru' so many emotions

2010-01-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

Current music: The best you never had- leona lewis

Current mood: a hint of jealousy + determined

i've been so busy lately i forgot how it feels like to be having too much time

but at least i like being busy, usually.

anyway, quick recap of what i did.

i totally didnt know i had ydance on sat than i went to the market with mum until jamie called me.

hhaha so i rushed down to nexus for ydance.

it was pretty nice.

haha than had service than ate lunch with the vwestc people than left to meet mum& dad to buy my books.

sun was such an awesome day for me cause i was so relaxed.

hahah!

&ness made me&banan follow her to ut just so that she can thread.

hahah!

today was such a short day, than went to see the o levels people get their results back & that kinda got my motivated to study.

i cant wait till 1 month before to study.

ya so i am going to start studying now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw my ss file is so empty!

help!

caught in a bad romance

2010-01-08T20:30:00.003+08:00

Current music: ego- beyonce

Current mood: happy

Definition of the word 'happy' :

fulfilled, fortunate, delighted, joyous, cheerful, blissful, merry, glad, ecstatic, excited, supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

im feeling extremely happy now :D

yay i cant express the happiness that i am feeling.

anyway so happy i dont know what to say

Fearless

2010-01-05T21:51:00.003+08:00

Current music: Behind this hazel eyes- kelly clarkson

Current mood: sad

hah this pic looks so funny.

i look awful.

anyway, had been having sec 1 orientation today and yesterday.

so fun!

anyway, school has officially started and its pretty much the same yet so horrible.

my seat got changed somehow when i wasnt around.

anyway, everyone's telling me about how this year is my most important year.

i know it is important, i get it.

but its hard to make choices.

New year, New start

2010-01-03T19:20:00.003+08:00

Current music: ave maria- Beyonce

Curent mood: hopeful

Happy 2010!

on 31 dec 2008,

only me, ness&mum were so called counting down.

banan was @ marina & dad was zzzzz.

anwyay, we were watching seventh day.

after that, ness&i were watching bof while watching for banan to come home.

on 1 jan 2010,

met up with vwestc people for harvester retreat.

we went to marina baraage/barrage [?] to fly kite.

it was literally burning @ there.

anyway, had so much fun!

haha & zhihuai likes talking to the kie.

hahaah " down 50!"

Vwestc2 girls, excluding cristine(for harvesters): Seokxian, minyi, me, erica, jamie

Whole of vwestc excludng cristine& jia en [ i think, for harvesters]

anyway, dont you think the spongebob girl is so cute.

you know she hug me until so tight hahah even though i dont know her.

so cutee~

on 2 jan 2010,

went for ydance @ pomo.

so tiring.

after that we took a bus back to nexus for church.

than had dewen's bday celebration.

than etcetctetc.

haha im so detailed today.

anyway, school starts tomorrow & i havent bought pencil case, pens, my books etcetc.

totally not ready!

Battefield

2009-12-30T15:09:00.004+08:00

Current music: Russian roulette- Rihanna

Current mood: pissed but yet so calm

i am so pissed of by _______________ but yet i dont feel angry. maybe thats because we've drifted too far apart for me to feel a thing.

maybe that's how its gonna be next year.

i still remember that look on your face when i saw you, thats something i'll never forget.

it was ______.

i thought we were friends, but i guess not.

when i saw your ____, i was so shocked to see what you _____.

i didnt know you thought that way of us.

totally disappointment but i guess thats just the way it is.

maybe thats how our lives are meant to be.

friends, but not till the end.

leave unsaid, unspoken

2009-12-29T17:32:00.003+08:00

Current music: Broken-hearted girl- Beyonce

Current mood: full of regrets but hopeful

omg the year is coming to an end and all i did this holiday was go for dance&musical pract&going for church stuff etcetcetc.

totally no time for myself ):

i was just telling serene&joey[ no order] about my holiday and how i wasn't able to have me-time ): ):

my holiday was totally burnt due to a never ending schedule of stuff for me. sigh

but I'm totally glad that i didn't waste my holidays rotting like some fool[ no offence] because i spent my time doing so many stuff that i love :)

ya okay just went to kl last week-ish.

so happy omg so funny every night we would watch those shows in the hotel room until i fell asleep heheh.

okay i had so much fun having time to rest ahh~

anyway just had dance pract today so tiring but so fun.

anyway i totally need to buy my school stuff cause school's reopening in like a few days!

Happy Birthday Adelene!!!!!!!!!!

sorry this is so delayed, anyway i hope you had a great celebration!

seeyou soon!

happy.happy.happy.

2009-12-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Current music: Bad Romance- Lady Gaga

Current mood: Happy.

i've been feeling really happy nowadays, esp today.

cause there's only 2 more days till we go kl!

yes i know its just kl but omg its so cool im finally taking a break from everything i am so happy!

there's other stuff too like dance ends @ 4 on tues which means i can make it on time to mcg cause i am the game master & we're suppose to be there @ 12 i think.

anyway, im also very happy cause its christmas~

even though i dont feel any christmas spirit yet, i know i will feel it soon!

hahah, oh anyway, yesterday's pre-christmas service was so funny& the answer was also very lame.

hahahah anyway off to watch welcome 2 taiwan cause my mum wants me to watch it.

Level Up!

2009-12-16T15:28:00.002+08:00

Current music: Bad Romance- Lady Gaga

Current Mood: tired&happy

had church camp on monday, which is called Level Up.

i've learnt so many things throughout this 3 day camp.

i am so tired now also because i only slept for an hour yesterday.

anyway, omg we had l4d live! during camp.

hahaha so funny we were all running like crazy.

hahahah!

anyway yay im so happy i've met all my camp objectives.

oh btw OMG THE TABLE TENNIS GUY'S FACE @ SSS IS ONE OF A KIND!

okay he makes me laugh like md since day 1 when i saw his face!

hahaha!

i dont mean in a handsome way hahah!

i'll show you how he looks like when erica or minyi uploads it.

omg i kept on laughing like shit than me,cristine,seokxian,minyi[ no order] will always like like shit when we see his face!

oh i love sss they had beds ahhh~

hehe ya so happy.

okay anyway im dozing off as i type this sentence.

anyway so sobs ness&banan went shopping & i rejected their invitation to go too cause im so tired plus no money heeh

Update:

2009-12-13T13:08:00.003+08:00

Hey movement&dance dancers,
please take note that there will not be any dance pract on thursday, 16 Dec, due to lack of money etc.
we will resume practice on the 22 dec, 1-5pm.
if needed, we will extend pract.
please inform all the other dancers too.
thank you. :)

it's been a long time coming

2009-12-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

current music: keep holding on- avril lavinge*[?]

Current mood: sobsation

i dont know why but i always feel sad everytime i on the comp.

hahah good excuse to not usse the comp alrdy.

anyway there's a ydance bonding camp @ 14 lor gambir & i dont know how to go there!

lalalalalalaaaa so funny[ inside joke] okay anyway im gonna have such a busy week ahead cause of heheh shopping time + others.

meeting sonia this thurs! whoo~

went jb yesterday & yay i had my manicure. so happy :)

&banani&ness permed their hair.

haah banani is a armani wannabe!

time machine

2009-12-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

Current music: starstrukk - 3OH!3

Current mood: sad

there's so many things that i realise im missing out on.

being sec3 was an awesome experience but at the same time i forsaked many things to do something else.

i feel like there's something missing now & yea it sucks.

i missed out on a lot of things because of many stuff and yea..

whatever.

its over now, what can i do?

Breathe.

2009-12-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

Current music: Happy- Leona Lewis

Current mood: disappointed but hopeful

this week was such a tiring week for me.

on monday,

went to istana park to teach the dance for el talento than went home.

on tuesday,

went for camp till 145pm than left to go back to istana park to teach the dance again than @ 830, we went for el talento's audition which was such a letdown. my fault.

on wednesday,

went for back for camp.

so funny @ night.

drinking coke&eating a nibble of london choco roll @ night = very high = laugh until my stomach pain

ahahahahh!

so fun @ night but i didnt sleep at all.

okay, maybe 50 mins than we had to wake up.

left camp @ 730am, hahah go home bathe than left to meet with the Vwest people for harvester meet.

went to sentosa for 3hrs than hahahah! there was this angmog who ran to us & took picture with us.

anyway, than went for the ydance audition.

than met with the Vwest people again for ben&jerrys + free starbucks.

hahah because i didnt have enoguh rest i was like hlf dead + i slept on the bus & because i was so damn tired i couldnt control my body than i kepy on sliding off.

hahah!

than went zhengkai was talking i was half asleep alrdy than when we were praying i was falling in & out of sleep.

hehehe okay totally not my fault

Today,

hahah im so happy i sleep for 13++ hours & woke up @ 12 even though we had live group @ 1045.

than just nice woke up for E! News & lunch.

hahah!

okay anyway, i still fel tired& i think i'll go sleep again.

this is totally not fair, both ness&banani[ armani* wannabe] are watching New Moon today.

i am going to stitch their mouth up when they get back even though i know its not going to be so fab cause banani kept on telling me its quite a spoiler + all mags are saying its not that good.

anyway, there's HSM3 on Disney channel tomorroe whoo~

Shall we dance?

2009-11-26T15:26:00.002+08:00

Curet music: Bad romance- lady gaga

Current mood: contented

yay im so happy i can finally rest for a while now :)

cause the musical pract was cancelled suddenly when i was alrdy on my way there so i met up with joan to eat breakfast+ walk around.

anyway, had musical pract everyday this week.

going off to acjc later for a play with the musical people i guess.

i so cant wait for new moon+ shopping ~

The world is ending

2009-11-22T13:06:00.003+08:00

Current music: I will be- Leona lewis

Current mood: dying to pee

i forgot to mention that i watched 2012 like .. last wed??????

ya anyway its super boring i was so close to falling asleep & i was playing with my hair, staring into space, stoning etc.

hahaha!

i only enjoyed the last part&those climax part.

the stupidest/funniest thing was lik when there's a funny scene, singaporeans[excluding me] like to clap their hands and laugh like siht& in my heart im thinking 'Seriously, the actors cant hear you, so there's no point clapping&cheering on'

hahaha!

than they literally clapped&cheered on when the movie ended and i was disturbed by them when i was just about to fall asleep.

ahaahhaah!

okay, thats my own opinion only. dont take me to seriously.

anyway, now that i have money $$, i dont feel & dont have the time to shop anymore.

hahaha!

the trip to far east & bugis last monday rally changed my view and now i feel like saving all my money heheheheeh!
okay anyway, banan told me to shop online so .. i guess i will.

anyway, im gonna be so busy with the musical pract+ dance+ camps coming up ):

2009-11-20T12:58:00.002+08:00

Current music: super mssive black hole- muse[?]

Current mood: happy

19November 2009,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENLI!!!

had dance from 9-12 and it was beyong tiring.

stayed on till 2 than left cause it was raining like mad than left for smu to meet with the .. err... VWC????? i dont know our name now.

anyway, i really had a shock cause they suddenly popped up with a cake & a huge card&present

aww, so sweet :)

haha, i've been shocked for 1000000 times alrdy.

hahah, when i had my birthday dinner @ amara hotel, the captain also surprised me with a cake + a happy birthday song.

hahah. anyway, had fun @ settler's cafe @ smu than went home.

20November 2009,

omg today is the pemiere of New Moon @ the US.

sobs ):

Bird Day

2009-11-18T10:34:00.003+08:00

Current music: Haven't met you yet- Michael Buble

Current mood: happy

16 November 2009,

Went out with zoe,serene,qiuxuan,joey&genevieve[ no order] to far east & bugis to so called celebrate serene& my birthday.

had so much fun with them laughing&embarrassing ourselves & i was on a cant-buy-anything-cause-im-broke mood.

haha but i did buy a bag& thank you so much to : zoe,qiuxuan&serene for sharing money to buy me a dress.

hahha.

love them all <3

17November 2009,

had dance the whole day till 5 then rushed home & left to meet mum&banan for birthday dinner @ amara hotel :D

so happy :)

the dessert is crazy!

then banan started laughing like some pig cause i kept on talking about how nice their dessert is compared to the jelly-jelly carousel dessert.heheheh

anyway, thanks so much to everyone who had wished me a happy birthday&for some who actually wished me @ 12 though i was sleeping like a pig.

anyway, i just saw my facebook & yay many[ okay la only a few] people wished me happy birthday.

anyway, gonna meet with seokxian for shepherding later.

I just wanna be happy

2009-11-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

Current music: Happy- Leona Lewis

Current mood: moody

there's so many things thats gonna happen next week.

i'm packed this whole week with dance& finally hanging out with my friends.

seriously, its like the first time im hanging out with them this year during the hols due to the many things that i have.

anyway, christmas is coming&so i my birthday.

but i dont feel anything special.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!!!

2009-11-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

Current music: time for miracles- Adam Lambert

Current mood: happy&full of regret

omg 'Time for Miracles' is seriously getting on me.

the first time i heard it and i'm alrdy in love with it.

wow!

seriously! omg its so nice!

its for the 2012 movie.

its seriously so nice!

i cant stop gushing bout it!

hahaah, his voice is seriously ahhhh~

haha.

anyway, so in lurrveee with the picture above~

hahaha, anyway, had dance today.

so tiring&fun.

anyway, there's dance on my birthday~ haha,anyway, but its delayed till 5 soi dont know if i can meet mummy in time for dinner~

sobs ):

haha but ness was like 'but at least you'll enjoy doing something you like on your birthday'

haha.

joy.

Maybe?

2009-11-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

Current music: Half of my heart- John Mayer ft. Taylor Swift

Current mood: happy

so happy with my haircut though there isn't a difference.

anyway, had musical pract today, left @ 12 &rushed hme to get ready then left to meet daddy for check-up.

lala, went home watch telly&i feel so cosy now.

hahaah!

cause its so cooll~

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2009-11-05T20:34:00.001+08:00

Update:
I keep on telling everyone not to ever give up on what they want to do or pursue, but today, there was this point where i felt like giving up on ____.
i know its wrong for me to think that way so i stopped myself immediately and kept holding on.